stupid or foolish?

i nEver tHought i’d
bE as cLueLeSs as an idioT, uNtiL i
fOund oUt tHat i aM bEing fOoLed by
tHe oNe i tRuSted tHe mOst. . .

. . .tHis is y i wRote tHis pOem. . .

yOu heLped me to Live,
tAught me hOw to beLieVe;
toLd me to fOrgive,
aNd mOst ov aLL is tO giVe. . .
yEt you stiLL LeAve,
tHat i cOuLd hArdLy cOncEived;
yOu hAve jUst dEceivEd,
tHose wOrds. . .

. . .yOu diDn’t aChieve ;’(